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Too Late to Turn Back—But What If I Did?

  • Writer: Lois Mills
    Lois Mills
  • Feb 16
  • 2 min read

The movers are scheduled, the goodbye dinners have come and gone, and my flight to France is booked. I should feel ready. But if I’m being honest with you—I don’t. What I feel is…uncertain.


What if this isn’t the dream I thought it would be? What if I arrive and realize I’ve made a mistake? And the question that’s been sitting quietly in the corner of my mind, now demanding my attention—If I did turn back… what exactly would I be turning back to?


Lois stands by a large window, bathed in soft natural light, with a calm and introspective expression. Her long, flowing, silver-blonde hair, reaching near her waist, is gently styled, framing her face. She wears a cozy yet sophisticated outfit in soft neutral tones, exuding elegance. The background is a clean, simple white wall, evoking a sense of openness and possibility. The mood is warm and peaceful, capturing her feelings of reflection and uncertainty about the future.


💭 Is It Too Late to Change My Mind?

There’s something terrifying about reaching the point of no return. I’ve spent months preparing for this move—selling, packing, downsizing. Everything I’ve known for decades has been carefully dismantled to make space for something new. But now that it’s here, part of me wonders: Is it still okay to feel unsure?


The truth is, I don’t have to go. But if I didn’t, where would that leave me? My beautiful home is no longer mine. The life I built here in Los Angeles—the routines, the familiar faces, the places that felt like mine—they’re already in my rearview mirror. If I stayed, I’d be standing still… but without the life I once had.


💡 No Turning Back—Only Through

So, here’s what I’ve decided: I can feel uncertain. I can feel scared. But I can also keep moving forward. This move isn’t a promise that everything will be perfect. It’s a promise that I’ll grow, even if it’s uncomfortable.


Maybe the truth is that there is no going back—because the person I was when I started this journey has already changed.


🎉 Giveaway Reminder – Be Part of This Journey With Me

While I’m figuring out what this next chapter holds, I want you to be part of it! Enter The Silver & Sensational Chic Essentials Giveaway for a chance to win one of three Lululemon belt bags filled with my favorite essentials. Plus, when you enter, you’ll be subscribed to the blog—so you can follow my journey wherever it leads.


💌 Stay Connected

I may be uncertain, but I’m certain of this—I want you with me through every step. The blog will be where I share it all: the good, the bad, and maybe even the regrets. But also, hopefully, the joy of discovering what’s next.


🤍, Lois

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